September 14, 2013
Last time I saw him, we pretended not to see each other be happy with other people. I restrained myself from getting the thrill from a quick friendly hug which I would've wanted to linger. I walked past him as if I had blinders, fully aware of his eyes on me. Months later, he texted me and told me he was out again. Shunned is a term that would help some understand. For the third time. Meaning that our communication shouldn't have been, but he wanted to explain why he didn't approach. I married someone else so what was the point?