September 22, 2013
Thirteen and a quarter pills. It will get me through this day. Eight round black tiny tea pills, compliment of Chinese Traditional Medicine. Two capsules with the Inner Bark of Pau D'arco. Two white 500mgs tablets of acetaminophen. And a snapped white tablet of Ritalin, not crushed. And a steaming hot cup of green tea, because I need to not have coffee erode my stomach lining. I do not wish to ingest these things. I also do not wish to sit here in excrutiating pain as my spine is likely deforming so that I'll become a hobbling huncback old woman.