September 27, 2013
My attitude is one of general reluctance. Too many questions before action is employed. Not always out of fear and hesitation, but wanting to be so perfect, than I succumb into inaction. So, as I sit at my desk, inspirired to move forward, I can't. Or I won't get paid. But I must not lose that spark! Hold it. And keep pep talking myself. Refrain from pent up frustrated tears; from holding myself back. I know better now. One should not delay before the motivation to take steps, to explode in leaps, to make bounds. I know to not wait.