November 3, 2013
His name is Matt. I invented that. I don't really know his name. I want to ask. But wanting to do something is different from doing it. The same is true with ignoring something as compared to putting a spotlight on it and pointing out its worthlessness again and again. I say this last sentence because just this morning my sister...Ah, never mind. I am trying to be positive about a lot of things and deciding right on the cusp of a crying spell, that this, this will not matter in five years' time. So better just walk away.