November 14, 2013
One day when Matt leaves or maybe suddenly disappears, I'm sure I'll miss him and...I'm daydreaming of an end to all this stalking. I'm kind of tired pining for a boy whose real name I don't even know. I don't even have the guts to ask. How humiliating would it be to answer the police (if ever Matt calls them and reports a stalker person) "I only watch him because he seems interesting I don't even know his real name I only know his routine." How humiliating it would be should not even be the least of my worries.