November 15, 2013
Today I decided not to part my curtain and look out the window to Matt's house. It's a radical move, not stalking Matt. It's a big move, very big. I was trying to convince myself about how big this move is when I suddenly get the urge to part my curtain and look out the window to Matt's house. Thank God my phone rang. I looked for it under the bed, in the closet, maybe in my bag? Yes, in the bag. I answer and it's my mother, reminding me to look out the window and admire this gorgeous day.