November 20, 2013
A friend once scolded me about my constant need to share what I feel. My constant need to talk it out, my constant need to have someone listen, my constant need to validate my existence by my perceived problems. She said I always feel there's something lacking if I donít feed my pain, that if I allow myself to walk away from something bad Iím betraying myself or whatever it is I believe is being betrayed. I feel bad for not feeling bad. I asked her what I should do. She said, ďStop that constant need."