November 23, 2013
I need to tell you now that I'm not five houses away from Mattís house. The truth is we live directly in front of each other. Itís a mystery how he still hasn't noticed my stalking after all these months. A few hours ago I saw him standing by his mailbox, holding an envelope. He was staring at it as if looking away would cause it to disappear. I donít know why his concentration and the way he stood there looking at the letter broke my heart. The letter he has been waiting for, this was it.