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February 6, 2014

Tomorrow is the last day that he is around me for a while. The attention of beautiful people can be... intoxicating. I had forgotten, confined by school, work, and a relationship, what it is like to spend so much time around an attractive guy without being able to kiss him. That sounds ridiculous. Of course it is difficult. But why? Everyone succumbs to their ids, but me? Surely not me.

 My (ex)-boyfriend came on to me tonight. His heart pounded so loudly that I held him tighter just to feel it on me, this amazing yet miserably foreign sensation.