Fear is finally freezing me. This tends to happen at the end of things, and this is month has been rough. I never want to step foot in that hospital again, but two more, never-ending, bone-tiring days await me. Exam on Friday, paper and presentation Thursday, packing to move, five patients per day, writing my first consult note tomorrow. But the worst part is… that my time in this city is up. I thought I would be overjoyed, but my joy is dampened by losing so much at once. B, his dog, my friends. Every silver lining has a cloud.