March 24, 2014
Do you know, B, what was going on when I'd lie in bed at night beside you and stare at the ceiling? You would ask me what was wrong and, immediately, fall asleep. Of course, I wouldn't have told you anyway. Did you know that?It happened the first time we slept beside each other. Maybe I tried saying something, but you were in lala land by then. So I looked up at the ceiling, out the window, and realized, finally, how alone I will always be. A revelation! And I embraced it the way one embraces her truest friend.