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March 27, 2014
Don't want to write tonight. I am afraid of my own words turning against me, showing me that I am stupid but vain, lazy, unworthy. Do you ever struggle to look in the mirror, and when you do, all you see is a person judging you? "You dare to look?"

Heavy lidded, serious eyes that shine when he smiles. Watchful eyes, aware of everything, aware of me. Playful eyes that turn suddenly boyish. Forceful, amorous eyes that might know things.

But it doesn't matter. I cannot get caught in those eyes because, unfortunately, my future is not in them. Resist!