So how does it make me feel?
Obviously, I don't think the way I used to.
For my part, I was objective and informative. The paper supports an apparently wonderful drug. Only time will tell how helpful it actually is, but that is true for all new drugs.
I cannot say that I helped a "bad" company. As far as I know, most giant companies have blood on their hands… It makes me uneasy, though, to concretely know the dual nature of the hand that has fed me…