April 4, 2014
So I'm trying out new things, trying to grow and develop as a person. I'm almost 30 and that kind of scares the shit out of me. It seems trite, but I don't feel like I should be turning 30, I don't feel that old. I don't feel like the person I was when I was 25 though either. I don't know, strange when you think about it. I just feel like me, most of the time anyway. My Dad died when I was 23. I think I was born then. Nothing feels real before that moment. Very strange indeed.