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April 21, 2014
My mind's too noisy tonight.

Married couple at dance party. Close to my family friends. Husband kept watching me so wife did too. I was nice to her. Ignored him, but he didn't stop so I left early.

Old, confused frustrations rising.

College: Honors movie project. Cameraman: good friend's dad. I'm cast as romantic interest though I signed up for character research. He kept hitting on me, directing the lead. "In France, they do this. In Italy..." Everyone watching. "Look deeply into her eyes. Like this." Girl commenting on my costume. Running away. Crying.

Tornadic thoughts. Weird dreams this morning.