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May 24, 2014
So I achieved something last night. I "stayed away" from him, the one I'm not supposed to be with for various reasons, age and closeness to family being the main two. I "stayed away" by staying close and friend-zoning. God, I'm so annoyingly good at friend-zoning.

Finally got some rest too. All week, I've been falling asleep in the afternoon. I pinch myself, dig my nails into my skin, move around, but off I go, dreaming before my eyes have even closed while still moving the pen in my hand. Minutes later, I snap back awake, wonderfully refreshed.