May 26, 2014
Today my primary mode is fear. I am sleepy. I got up early again. Six hours sleep maybe. I wonder what I am afraid of. I am afraid of making mistakes I know, but that is not important. I have too many things to do. I can pick one and do it and that is not a mistake. This morning I did my financials and elected to send $500 to the motorcycle loan Junior defaulted on. That was not a mistake. Getting myself involved in it in the first place was a mistake. That is not where my fear lies.