July 15, 2014
And hypocritical. I realize that only a few entries prior, I admitted to still running to B when I freak out about things. If I could, in February, I would've run to Josh too. I think what has happened is that I've come to realize that no man will be taking care of me. I, too, have been looking for a mother in my future partner, only to find that much of their motivation comes from a need to be taken care of also. So we're all looking for mothers and finding mewling babes instead. Or at least I am.