July 28, 2014
I did end up tearing up in front of them last night. One week is just too long to have to deal with this intensity. I can't do anything else, not even sleep properly, not even stay awake for more than a few minutes before the first wave hits. It has gotten better though. Less pain throughout the day. I got a doctor's appointment today for later on in the day. I had to bail on my dance workshops. They were the best moments of the day, but the pain afterwards would be worse. And Friday I couldn't go on.