January 4, 2015
Focus. Today I made it a point to just sit still and read. Feel my emotions. Experience the places my mind wants to take me. Food wouldn't be a concern because I had leftover Chinese and 2 frozen dinners. My phone sat next to me like some sort of black enigma, going off a few times. A friend said I was welcome for dinner and Scrabble, but as the day rolled on, I preferred to be alone. Someone I had met last week apparently only wanted to say hello. I would have welcomed his companionship, a strong arm around me.