January 3, 2015
I awoke to the darkness, thinking my alarm would go off soon, but it was only 3AM. I couldn't go back to sleep, so I had a couple bowls of cereal. The few light-hearted texts I sent him yesterday culminated with "LOL, whatever." No plans were made. No questions about my welfare during out hiatus. But at least I got him to laugh right? Respond? I went to the gas station for cigarettes, and watched myself nervously smoking in the mirror. The next day I would be direct. Ask him his plans. So I did, but got no reply.