January 27, 2015
My room smells of lavender. It's been years since I've had a long duration of good sleep days. I want to be able to wake up refreshed and hopeful, as opposed to how I've been waking up these past years. Diet, habits, amount of stress I let in my life, thinking pattern, I need to fix these to be better. It feels like I'm just waiting out a storm all the time. Right now, I feel like hiding again, away from all the technology. I want to wake up at a time when smartphones hadn't existed yet. Maybe during 1928.