November 7, 2001
I feel weird today. I don’t know why. The funny part is I just discovered that. It’s almost 9:30 at night. And now I understand that I’ve been feeling different all day. I don’t what the feeling is. I think it’s a kind of emptiness maybe. Like I’m not doing something. Why do I feel this way? Isn’t it absolutely stupid? Something’s going on inside me and I don’t know what it is or why it’s there. I guess I’m just not making sense. I think that’s it. Life’s just not making a lot of sense to me right now.