November 12, 2001
I met someone new today. She was kind of weird. She had all these ideas. She was different. I heard a little about her life story. It was messed up. But then compared to hers, my life seemed bleak. Sometimes, I wish I had a more exciting life, doing more important things. Then again I wonder. Would I really like to give up this carefree life? My life isn’t that carefree though. I do have things to do. I’m studying. And I like to do that. But somehow, I’m still left with the feeling, that I’m just not doing enough.