November 14, 2001
I’m getting weirder day by day. I wish I didn’t have to be like this. Isn’t is awful when you don’t want to be what you are? I do like who I am. But sometimes I don’t like the way I behave. I wish I didn’t have to get bothered with other people’s business. I should learn to keep to myself. I used to be like that. But somehow, things suddenly changed. And now I feel like I’ve turned into some kind of horrible creature. I wish I knew how to change myself. I would like to be “me” again.