April 29, 2015
He says yes sometimes when what he wants to say is no. Since he met her his defenses have disappeared and there are days when he imagines his life before her, and how it was simpler, more familiar. Now it seems every day is jarring and he is naked in front of people he does not know, this is how he feels about how she makes him weak sometimes. Weak in the good sense, if there is such a thing. She tells him he can still be himself, she won't mind. He wonders why it's so hard to believe that.