June 19, 2015
It was one of those 2 PMs when the rain was hesitant and so it was very humid. This is her favorite kind of day, because the anticipation for rain makes her giddy. She gets her usual iced hazelnut latte, but with less ice and more espresso shots than necessary. These days it is a necessity to be extra aware always. But see, when people say "always" they don't always mean always. But her? She does mean "always." She has been awake for 38 days by today. Her hands are shaking as she repeats "22 more days, 22 more days."