July 7, 2015
Sometimes you are almost like another person, you say things you don't normally say, you laugh different. You do this when with new people, at a dinner table, you will tell anecdotes and I will sit there trying to recall when it happened, or did it ever happen? Once I commented, "I don't remember that!" and you shot me a look, pursed your lips, and went on with your non-story. It's days like this when I wonder why I stay, it's like...you're inventing a life you want, and it's sad that I'm in the life you don't want.