August 14, 2015
90% of the time I have an overwhelming urge to run away and never come back. I want silence, loneliness, isolation. No one who speaks loudly, no one who expresses distress, no one wanting to be heard, no one, zero person, or animal. Zero sound zero movement zero anything. The absence of 100% of all that requires reaction. 10% of the time though I yearn for you, to see you walking towards me with that smile of yours, to hear you sing that James Taylor song, to have you sitting across the table, to feel the warmth of your skin.