August 22, 2015
I just reread the previous entry and it seemed I was calling my woe-is-me speech a dark side. It wasn't that. It was the things I said about people I love. You know how you're jilted, and you "get back" at the jilter by saying bad things about him? Even though deep inside you have the fondest love for him? Yeah, I still resort to badmouthing people and allowing myself to feel bad about them as a form of "revenge." Anyway, do you know Tig Notaro? She has an excellent bit called "Stool Movement," it's hilarious go find it.