November 1, 2015
I see mold-like stuff on my curtain and this informs me that my room needs cleaning. Serious cleaning. My planners from past years are arrayed on my bed and the three top reminders I have written are: Stop eating out. Save. Stop worrying. Two things I need to stop, one thing I need to start. I'm 34 this year and I'm not going to lie, most days I wish for closure for everything. Just, a life with no worries. A life spent in bed, eating cake. But then there are days when I can't wait to get out there.