December 16, 2015
Purple turns to grey, but the numbers keep being added and I'm not finding the discipline or attention and can't seem to carve out the time I know I must. Distracted by distractions, off my game, off my schedule, needing more lists than usual (or is it needing to pay more attention to the ones I have). Woke up at 7 and ended up 5 minutes late for a Pilates class I was 2 hours early for. This never happens. D being home when he should be at work throws me more than I realize. I need my days alone.