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December 30, 2015
I was there when he turned 40, and then 50 and even 60, but I was never of the right age at the right time to really get what he was feeling and now that I get it, he's not here to talk to. Although truth be told, my contemplation of the finity of it all usually leads to an enumeration of the many blessings and renewed determination not to waste another moment (still, moments do get wasted) whereas his was more of the "one foot in the grave" variety. He did make some changes, but with her, not me.