February 23, 2016
I've been pointing this out since mid-Feb: My God this is such a long month when will this end? If you've been in contact with me in person or online, chances are, I've unnecessarily announced this to you. Anyways, I like how liberating it is to not care about what other people say or do, because TBH, I occasionally allow myself to wallow in paranoia and self-censor. But...I'm 34 years old, and I think that's old enough to shrug off 95% of stuff. On e-mails, I seem composed, I think, but truth is I'm flailing inside.