May 29, 2016
I don't know where I got the trait of...how do I call it? Too much complaining? I often complain, the first thing I notice is what's wrong, I even complain about what other people should complain about in their own life. It's exhausting. There was one time I yelled at someone to stop complaining. We hate in others what we see in ourselves. I can't quite balance the completely nonchalant side and the complain-y side, I just overdo both again and again and again. How do you find the patience for me, Ma? You are gentle, like Pa.