July 5, 2016
A smile is widening. It's appearing, as if a Chesire has materialized in my mouth. I cannot swallow it. It's getting bigger. I am not afraid. What has to come forth will come forth. I must allow it to come forth. If it doesn't come forth I will be destroyed. This is what I feel. This is what I know from knowing. It cannot be un-known. I am in labor of this birth. It is an odd birth, but very typical. When I bring it forth I will be saved. I do not know how I will be saved.