August 29, 2016
Hi. You know? That long letter I wrote you? I kept a copy of it just in case I need to be reminded of how lovesick I was during that time. Getting so close to begging: Please love me, too. People do that sometimes...be beyond brave and not care. You would say, Ah but that's not brave, that's selfish. You won't be wrong but I can't say you'd be right. I'm guessing you never even read it, or if you did, that you threw it away. I have a copy, just some assurance for myself that it does matter.