September 8, 2016
24 days. If I'm protecting myself, forgive me. If I say I'm doing this for you, I'm sure you'd say you don't need that from me. What you need is honesty, bravery, vulnerability. I wish I'd done this in a day. I can imagine you laughing at me for prolonging this for myself. You are on a plane right now and minutes ago you called to say you miss me. You don't know I'm packing my things. You don't know it's all going to be over soon. I said I miss you back. I almost meant it. I'm empty now.