September 12, 2016
19 days. More than anything, what I need to learn is live life on my own, without anyone's help. Can you believe I depended my decision on whether to feel hurt or not on someone else's opinion? For years I thought this was okay. But I have to know when to stand up for myself and when to step aside. You have protected me enough, love. I'm not putting this on you. There was one birthday party when I heard a friend talk shit about me behind my back. You defended me. I thought that was what love is about.