September 16, 2016
15 days. You're on the subject again today. We talked about Never Let Me Go and about how there are people called "carers" in it. It's both a job and something they want to do. And I feel a kind of tiredness in talking to you about the semantics and details of words, situations, people's choices. Sometimes I want you to stop and talk about us? Not about what this word means and why? But looking back, I guess I used it as a sort of shield perhaps. I was invisible sometimes. I didn't want you to see me, too.