September 21, 2016
10 days. You laugh like a little girl, all light and pink, fluffy and sweet. If I'm made to list the things about you that I'd miss the most, this would be on the topmost part of the list, the first 10 items there, I'd say. But this isn't saying it's quantfiable, what you and I had, no. I'm struggling to go on with this stupid, stupid decision, because every day I am reminded why I've stayed in the first place. We go through it, and we overcome and transcend whatever problem we have. I'm stumped this time, though. Panicking.