September 26, 2016
5 days. Rewrote that note from a few weeks back to reiterate and stress, and also ask: Who will you be after this? Who is this person you're becoming and why am I not staying put to see for myself? Is this how it is, really? You decide to leave someone, and it's for reasons you think are right, but then the universe messes with your head and gives you reasons to stay? I watched you sleep again this morning. The sound of rain goes well with the slight snore you have, it's my favorite sound right now. I'm terrified.