October 5, 2016
Day 5. Dane asked how I am, I told him 50/50. In the past four days, two days were okay, two days were horrible. Today I donít know yet. Days will become weeks and months and years. I should be an expert in this. But I wonít be arrogant, no, I havenít had a truly broken heart and I donít know pain that well. But I want to know how you are, really. Itís like somebody took an important body part and Iím looking around, wondering how to go on without it. Nevertheless and quite strangely, I think I can.