October 9, 2016
Day 71. I shouldn't compare, no. But here, indulge me. Lenny thinks I'm fond of him, and I am. He is fond of me as well, I know this for sure. I asked him yesterday about his feelings for me, the way you ask a child if he likes a toy, and he lit up. I'm telling you, it was beautiful the way he answered with his eyes. I can't bear to leave this sweet boy. Is that it? You were so brave in leaving me like that, because you felt my affection was not enough to make you stay?