October 15, 2016
Day 521. I'm tired of not having you in my life. I keep encouraging myself to start over and give up hope that you're ever coming back. To no avail. I am perfectly functional: a job, family, friends, clean house, regular laundry, etc. It's just I miss you every day, always. Good thing is it's turned into a familiar hitch by now, an anomaly in my otherwise normal day that after I have sufficienty overcome it, the day goes on smoothly. I hate adverbs. See? I just need to purge and then you will be gone for good. I hope.