October 16, 2016
Day 639. When we first met, I was at almost 200 lbs. It was few years after a major heartbreak. I can hear you chuckling, what a cliche, you would say. Turning to food and sadness because someone decided they didn't want you in their life. Pshaw. I wanted so much to learn that nonchalance from you. That...self-assurance. So we became friends and then lovers and I returned to my old weight. Now, almost two years after you left, I'm back there. The difference this time is I feel at peace about it. Pshaw. I learned, after all.