October 31, 2016
Day 2,550. You will frown at the word "always," you don't like being an always to anyone. Remember when we were talking about trusting there is enough time? I lied when I told you that I've learned to grab time and do what needs to be done. Before you left, I trusted, I hoped I would have more time with you. All these years that you've been gone, I still hoped I could say this to you personally. But now is the time to let go and say what needs to be said: I was pregnant when you left.