November 21, 2016
However, it felt like everything I knew and wanted to do, I was seeing through a You filter. You know, I still listen to Pink Floyd's The Dark Side of the Moon on days when I want to disconnect so bad. I cry at The Great Gig in the Sky while screaming inside, and then I feel better afterwards. Thing is, I got this "habit" from you. It came to a point then when I didn't know where I started and you ended, as cliche as it sounds. I felt so close to you and yet so far from myself.