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January 16, 2002
Obviously, I am supposed to learn to ride Chaos, to go where it takes me and yet still navigate to where I want to be. Illogical, some may say, I've learned to pay attention to the universe when it talks to me and the last few days it has been repeating itself, growing louder each time.
Each attempt to impose order through schedules, organization and discipline has been only marginally successful or minimally effective in the grand scheme of things, if not completely overset.
I give in. I surrender my crown of Discipline to the Lord of Chaos. Indiscipline rules.