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January 28, 2002
And if he chooses not to play, then what? I am surprised by the deafening silence, both by its existence and by my own reaction to it. I escape in more Gunn-Fripp enterprises. Now I know when that all began, if not exactly the how or why.

I did originally set things in motion, with direct action. In '93, I did not betray any indication of my truths, life was in flux then. Initiating contact may have been his limit. Last year, conversation died in mutual confusion.

I want to know why he reached out this time. Why? and now?